Ever been in a relationship where it feels like he’s falling out of love? Feel me with the words I’ve written in this poem.
Have you ever felt like longing for something that happened back then? Like missing the feeling from where it started, back from the time when it all started as one mere curiosity and attraction. Now it was all nothing, but I miss you’s. The thing is, I can’t be with you, at least not at all.
I miss the way we used to just stare at each other every time we’re together.
I miss the way we used to talk all day long, enduring only late replies and missed calls.
I miss the way you used to sing me ‘Perfect’ by Ed Sheeran as my lullaby each night.
I miss the way we used to laugh at humorless jokes, yet we’re both happy about it.
I miss the way we used to eat together, not literally together, but at least at the same time.
I miss the way we used to share some stories with full interest and sparkles in our eyes.
I miss the way we used to know each other more and how we did things from past.
I miss the way you used to do everything, whatever it takes, just to be with me even just for a second.
I miss the way you used to support me in everything I do.
I miss the way you used to take care of me when I’m in distress.
I miss the way you used to make me feel like I’m the prettiest of all girls you know, even with messy hair and smudged lipstick.
I miss the way you tie my hair, learning hairstyles that will suit me.
I miss the way you used to choose what I will wear for the day.
I miss the way you used to text me things that came out of nowhere.
I miss the way you used to update me with your life.
Now I have to learn it from others.
I miss the way you used to make me feel like I belong.
I miss the way you used to make me feel like I’m the best above all.
‘Cause at the moment, you are now gone.
Just like someone who passed through my life like a spur, but never meant to stay till my life is done.
But it is all nothing but happy memories with them from the past. Even though we can’t forget, we should accept the fact that we are not with our happy pills anymore. That maybe we should find another to fulfill our love dosage. Because we know that it might never be that single person that will revolve around you. It’s okay to miss them, but that’s just it. If you will be together again, so be it. If not, then I’ll go through life. We should go with life’s flow and miss them more. Let’s grow, until our feelings grow apart from the past, and move on, so to be happy on our own. We should all accept that it will never happen again, the things between us, the things we do, like we used to.
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