Tagalog Hugot Lines 2019
You know the reason why we always end up being hurt?
Have you ever asked yourself, “what is wrong with me”?
Ako, personally, I never know why. All I know is that I gave my all, I loved whole-heartedly but there, they just leave and act like they never hurt anyone. I may be used to it but thatdoesn’t mean I deserve it.
Ang pag-ibig, hindi laging nagtatapos sa happy ending. Madalas, nagtatapos ito sa mapait na iyakan, at masakit na paalam.
“Mahal kita pero wala akong magawa kundi ang tanggaping sa iba ka na masaya, and that freaking hurts me a lot”
Masakit sa akin ang isiping hindi ka na sa akin. Pero mas masakit kapag naiisip kong wala akong magagawa kundi ang titigan ka mula sa malayo. Hindi ko kailanman gustong mapunta ka sa iba but having the thought na ako ang nagkulang, I just can’t help but be mad at myself.
“Masaya naman tayo eh. Masaya ka sa kanya, masaya naman ako para sayo, ‘di ba, walang malungkot?”
Hindi ako madamot. I told you that for so many times. Kaya ako? Magpaparaya na lang. Mahal kita kaya gusto ko masaya ka. Huwag kang mag-alala. Ayos lang ako. Pipilitin ko para sayo.
” Alam mo kung bakit ka nasasaktan? Kasi iniisip mong mahal ka rin niya kahit hindi naman talaga.”
Hindi naman kasi masamang umasa. Wala tayong magagawa kasi gusto mo yung tao. Pero to the point na nasasaktan ka na? Yung point na every night, you were there, crying and thinking that you have the chance when you already know in the very first place that you don’t have one.
“Hindi naman sa ayoko na, nakakasawa rin kasing maghabol sayo habang binabalewala ko ang sarili ko.”
Mahal kita from the very first time I sought for you until now. Pero I just realized that, ako lang pala yung interesado sa relasyong to. I’ve been kicking to keep this alivebut you keep slouching and doingnothing, just watching me bleed. Mahal kita pero hindi ko lang gustongdumating yung arraw na pati sarili ko, hindi ko na kilala. Man, mahal kita pero mas mahal ko ang sarili ko. It’s not selfishness, but rather a self-respect.
“:Bakit mo iiyakan kung puwede mo namang palitan?
; yun na nga eh, kaya ko iniiyakan kasi hindi ko kayang palitan.”
Hindi ako mag-aaksaya ng luha kung hindi ko mahal ang isang tao. You know that. I have been crying for the same person because I wanted her to stay. And up until now, I’m still hopingfor her to come back.
Howdy! Kumusta ang ating mga puso?
Masakit pa rin ba? Let’s just let go of these pains. Huwag nating tiisin kasi kapag tiniis lang natin, narito pa rin iyan sa loob natin and it will keep on hunting us.
Anyway, THANK YOU for reading and bearing with me. Please like our facebook page and stay tuned. Cheer up! Hindi lang siya ang tao sa mundo. You’ll find someone who’s better.
